and i blog again.

As journalism students, we are taught to report things as is. no more, no less. we are not allowed to twist stories and remove vital facts to give stories a different color, as well. and we have to stand by what we report on, no changing of sides– for the first part you’re PRO and when you get caught you suddenly shifts to be an ANTI. and by this, we are expected to practice it in our daily lives. right?

Tuesday night introduced me to that side of Cha that i have never seen before. for twenty years, it was only then that I’ve seen myself get mad. no, i wasn’t mad. i was infuriated.

i could not stand seeing and hearing someone tell a lie in front of my face when i know for a fact that she was lying. She had the guts to deny a statement she clearly and repeatedly said one fine Thursday afternoon. okay, so what’s the point here? she lied and i couldn’t stand it. next, she almost ruined a wonderful friendship. and that i couldn’t allow. my friends mean soo freaking much to me and i can’t let anyone, just anyone, to destroy what i share with these people.

the meeting that night was unexpected but i was glad we were given a chance to clear the issues and our sides be heard.

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i didn’t know that i was capable of getting infuriated. that when i get mad, i make sure people will listen to what i have to say; that when i get mad, i’ll make sure that i get my point across; that i will speak of every fact that i know of, and let these facts speak for themselves, without me even explaining them; that i will cry if the anger is too much for my heart to contain.

and that when i’m mad i can be bitchy, surprisingly.

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i’m fine now. i’m good. the anger i think, is slowly decreasing. though we can no longer be acquaintances. well, yeah, we can, if you admit you lied. but i think, i can exert effort to be professional, that we can still talk on the professional level, it’s you by the way who has something yet to say.

you made a very striking mark in my life, you were the first person ever to have made me cry out of infuriation.

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done here.

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I want to hold your hand everytime it accidentally hits mine.
I want to hold it like there’s no tomorrow.
Like if I’m about to die, it’s the hope I’ll see, the one I’ll be holding on forever.

I want to catch every glimpse you throw at me.
I want to look into your eyes the way I do to mine in the mirror.
Like if I’m about to die, it’s the light I’ll see, the one to lighten my path forever.

I want to listen to every word you say to me.
I want to listen to them the way I do to my math teacher’s lectures.
Like if I’m about to die, it’s the directions I’ll hear, the one to guide me what to do.

I want to savor your scent every time you’re near me.
I want to savor it like it’s the oxygen i breathe.
Like if I’m about to die, it’s the last strand of air that’ll revive me.

I want to feel the every beat of your heart.
I want to feel it next to mine.
Like if I’m about to die, it will be final my music.

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it’s been ages since i last wrote one. :D

Oh, poetry. still untitled. :|

Your Song presents Without You

Gawd. it was suhweet! shet. kill me for missing the first episode! this is my kind of show. im dead tired of your usual romance series on tv. egaah. i promised myself to watch the first ep on a Sunday but my Mom and I went out. so i wasn’t able to watch.. Y_Y

now, throw me confetti because me was able to watch it kanina :D YAY! i was really enjoying the show, my mom liked Joross’ acting, it was natural she said. she even commented “ang OA nung kasama ni Joross,” NYAHAHA. yung kasama niya na hindi ko matandaan yung name na sinasabi ni Mama ay yung co-owner niya ng resto. which i reaffirmed nang bongga. OA nga naman kasi. anyhoo, hindi ko siya pinanood dahil kay Joross. FYI, hindi ako naga-guwapuhan sa kaniya, i watched it because of the story. :)

Joross Gamboa is Bobby. Victor Basa is John. Cathy Gonzaga is Jen. Bobby likes John. John is Jen’s brother. Jen likes Bobby. <3 luurvely.

here’s the gist which i got from wiki:

In a love triangle between two guys and a girl, you would think that the latter is the one being fought about. But what if one of the former turns out to be a bisexual male? Such is the hilarious dilemma of Bobby who falls in love at first sight with his neighbor John. As if this is not complicated enough, John’s sister Jen is also set on winning Bobby’s heart! Little do any of them know that they are consulting the same magazine article to help them capture the man of their dreams. Who will end up with whom in this bizarre love triangle?

zex, super galing ni Joross at Victor. maygawd. hindi ko na mahintay yung sunday. SHET talaga! eh ang ganda pa ng teaser for next ep! TEASER KUNG TEASER talaga!

“Hindi kita puwedeng mahalin KASI MAHAL KA NG KAPATID ko.” –John to Bobby

something to that effect, if i wasn’t able to get the line word for word. Gawwd. i’m soo excited. sana the stations will have more of this kinda shows. nakakasawa na kasi ang pare-pareho nilang story line e.

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Akmed :D

This a personal favorite. :D i don’t get tired watching it over and over again. boredom leads me to watching Akmed. He never fails to make me laugh my heart out. XD

the Blogger who can’t write (?)

i can’t write.

i have been trying to write this entry about silence for two days now but i don’t know how to give it a worthy intro. i don’t call this a writer’s block. i don’t believe that writers reach the point of having nothing to write at all and of having no inspiration to write. okay, so what’s my problem here?

my problem is that i’m over thinking things to be able to come up with a good entry worth reading. i’m over thinking that i cannot start it properly. we do have this kind of downtime sometimes, right?

yes, writers, even the best one at that, do experience this kind of downtime. i wish i know how to troubleshoot this kind of problem as easy as fixing a technical problem. hey tech probs are objective! i bet William Shakespeare had his moment of, what should i call it? hmm, writing downtime. where it is just hard to write down all your ideas because you have a lot of them. they’re so many that you do not know how to organize them in level of importance.

and maybe, the moment where writers shout Eureka!!! is just around the corner. perhaps later, or this afternoon. or perhaps while making a cup of coffee, a good idea of how to start an article/entry will just dawn on me. and when it happens, i’ll hurry to my computer and start ticking the keys. :)

IRON MAN is EXPLOSIVE

no spoilers here. gaaaah. pumi-pr lang kunyari na article, XD

my two most favorite lines are:

“DAMN, baby next time!”
“I just finally know what i have to do. and i know in my heart that it’s right.”

and the not so favorite but really good lines are:

“I’m not mad. I’m indifferent.”

“Don’t you ever ask me to do that again.”

“I don’t have anyone but you.”
*i always save the best for last, di ba ang emo pero ang taray lang?*

me luurves Pepper Potts. :D

i luurve the movie. it’s really worth the wait! maygawd, i was supposed to watch ironman in a leytuur time pa but thanks to MIKO and ate Mariko i was able to watch it earlier for free pa! HAHAHAHA! :D

ironman inspired me. i want to do better in my field of technology. me luurves robots, artificial intelligence and fire extinguishers! :)) maygawd. he’s freaking brilliant. i want to be like him when i grow up. XD techie people will fall in love with this movie, i promise! im betting my favorite cello’s donut and dip on that! it’s one of the better adaptations of a comic character to the big screen. me likes Ironman better than Spidey. i suuper luuurve the humor, the techiness, the flying scenes :)), and the fight scenes. SUPERB. :D the sad part is, i don’t think there will be a sequel to the movie because there is no other way they can tap it. O_o unless they want to do a, uhm, The Son of Ironman. HAHAHA. =))

i suggest yuu watch Ironman. :) it is luurve! and oh, you’ll luurve PEPPER POTTS! she’s sexxy in heels! HAHAHA! :D

**Iron Man image was taken from here

2 new things i learned about Homosexuality

I don’t know what got into me at this ungodly hour. i was sleepy when i went to the kitchen about 20 minutes ago to drink water. i went to the bathroom thereafter to wash my face. i had nothing in mind, then so the sudden appearance of thoughts in my brain.

i went back to my computer and began googling the word homosexuality. with that, i found two post-worthy articles on the net.

ARTICLE 1
ARTICLE 2

have you read the two articles, you may notice that these have their takes on religion and love. okay, okay, i’m not into any DEBATES here, hooreyt? egaaah. i consider religion non-debatable. i just want to share these articles and what i learned from them.

the first article is one of the very-well-said-articles around. and i quote,

“i just feel upset that people fail to understand the things and circumstances that entail Love and how ones spiritual maturity affects the
happiness and joy one will experience. i will never let anyone tell me
what will make me happy and what will make me joyful. God is Love.
All acts based on love and care for the well being of others will never be sin.“

and he hits the jackpot. well, i didn’t realize this until now. dead kid alert. i mean, i haven’t reached this kind of conclusion yet with this topic, im getting there. and this is one new thing i realize. i was never against homosexuality, for one i have a lot of close friends who are homos and i love them just the same, it’s normal, but when it comes to a point where i have to defend them, all i can say is that there’s nothing wrong about it. period. and the last line made me joyful that atleast there is a concrete statement to protect them from people’s scrutiny and judgement. :)the second article. i discovered something. really amazing. and i quote,

‘After a talk with Fr. Richard Michley, a gay priest and the founder of the
Metropolitan Community Church (a gay community church)…“

was surprised to know that there is already a church like this. :) it proves even more that gay people are not evuuuhl as what othersssss say. egaaaah. see, see? why don’t people just open their minds and stop judging? there’s nothing wrong to it, right?

it pains me. i have this really close friend that i love dearly. he’s gay. he’s father doesn’t know. it’s not the worst thing yet. when we were in highschool, we attended a church and in the course of it all, the bottom line is, you have to change so you’ll go to heaven. i have nothing against that church, what irks me is the fact that you have to change so you’ll be admitted to heaven. i sometimes hate how society defines what is NORMal. being homo/gay/lesbian is not a sin.

what other people don’t understand is that gay people CAN love God, as if we have this belief that only heteros have the license to love Him.